Thursday, April 05, 2007 11:25 PM
my computer's internet is very slow. i'm sorry for the things that i've done to you.
sometimes i thought to myself, why do i love you. as i began thinking of it, i realise, i do not know the reason why i love you. i just know that i will smile when i think of you, i would smile when i see you. i would find you in the crowd and even if i just see your back, and i know you are happy, i would be very contented. even by just hearing from others about how you are doing, i'm relaxed and contented. so whenever i'm concerned, i just have to know that you are safe and sound and happy and carefree. then i will just be happy.
there's no reason to love. you just love that person for who that person is. and you will not care how much you have to sacriface, but you will sacrifice just for that person to be happy. i just want to tell you that, i'm willing to sacrifice anything, just for your happiness, your smile to be on your face. because i will just be happy to see that smile on. =)
i've been sleeping late lately, sleeping at 4.30.. watching everyday's midnight show. today is no exception. after blogging, i'm gonna watch tv. i missed you. i really do. all i wanted was just to see you. >.<